Thank you so much for your input on this.. I actually don't feel crazy anymore.. Although you are correct on your assumption that English it is not my native language, I do understand it quite well

What you said about the 12+ upgrade, I read it somewhere in NEW members thread... there, I also read about noting the desire to upgrade in the comment section and pay an extra 25 dollars for it. that's why I got confused with the email I received. Here is the email interaction that I had with SF
Me
Hello again. .. sorry but I keep finding things out that I just didn't see when I placed my order. . I would like to officially request an LED upgrade to 12W+ .. I understand that the cost is 25 dollars. . If you send me a link to payment method I will send payment right away. . Thank you
SF
Hello! Unfortunately, due to recent policy changes, we are unable to upgrade existing orders. You have two options to get the upgrade. You can either
A) Cancel you existing order and place a new one. This will reset your lead time. Or,

Wait for your saber to arrive, and sent it in at a later date for upgrades.
Please let us know how you'd like to proceed.
May the Forge be with you!
ME
I'll wait for my order as is. ... a suggestion for your company is to make all available upgrades be visible in your website please. The way i found out about the LED 12w+ was in the SF forum. . If you add during the configuration order as an available upgrade it will be a lot easier
Thanks anyways
SF
Hello,
You can add this feature on our website when you order on our site when you choose your colors. You just need to select RGBA+ in the drop down menu.
Thank you and may the Forge be with you!
ME
Oh ok .. never mind i thought it was something different. .. I'll keep the order as is. .
Thanks for the clarification